DESPERATELY NEED INSPIRATION !

I DESPERATELY NEED AN IDEA TO WRITE ...HOPE THAT TOMORROW THAT IDEA WILL COME STOP BY IN MY MIND .

LOVE ?

ASSALAMUALAIKUM FELLOW HUMANS . 

AS THE TITLE SAYS " I DO BUT I DON'T".

THERE ARE CERTAIN THINGS THAT I WONDERED LATELY .

THE WORD I LOVE YOU IS REALLY COMMON IN OUR LIFE . AS WE GROW OLDER EACH DAY WE WONDERED WHAT IS OUR FUTURE GOING TO BE . AM I GOING TO BE A SUCCESSFUL? OR AM I GOING TO MARRIED A MILLIONAIRE ? AM I GONNA DIE YOUNG ?OR AM I GOING TO LIVE LIKE I PLANNED IN MY MIND .

BUT WE WILL NEVER KNOW .

ONLY ALLAH KNOWS .

EVERYNIGHT BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP I'VE ALWAYS WONDERED WHO AM I GOING TO END UP WITH .?

THE QUESTION BEGAN TO LINGER IN MY HEAD . WAHH . 

BUT I ALWAYS WONDERED WHO IS MY FIRST LOVE GOING TO BE ? HUH .

I AM A NORMAL 17 YEARS OLD GIRL BUT I NEVER EVER HAD A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE EXCEPT FOOD. HAHAHA . 

I NEVER HAD THE FIRST EXPERIENCE TO SAY I LOVE YOU TO A BOY . NOT EVEN IN MY CHILDHOOD . YA . PEOPLE ALWAYS SAID THAT YOU WILL AT LEAST HAD EXPERIENCE IN PUPPY LOVE . BUT I NEVER EVER EXPERIENCE IT . IDK MAYBE I GOT SCARED OR I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONFRONT WITH THE PERSON I LIKE . AS I GROW OLDER I WATCHED MY FRIENDS WHO HAD COUPLE WITH A BOY . AND THEY TOLD ME THEIR LOVEY DOVEY STORIES TO ME .. AND SOMETIMES I ENVY THEM .

I ALWAYS WANTED A SPECIAL SOMEONE . . .

.....

MAYBE LATER IN LIFE I WILL FIND MY SOULMATE . 

ONLY ALLAH KNOWS .

HAISH .

RIGHT NOW I'M LISTENING TO EXO SONG . 

MIRACLE OF DECEMBER .

POSTING ABOUT THIS WHILE LISTENING TO THE SONG REALLY MAKE ME WANTS TO CRY .

URGHHH . 

I HOPE THERE ARE MIRACLE GOING HAPPEN IN THIS DECEMBER . 

JUST LIKE THE SONG ..

TEARS FLOWING NOW . 

MY TOP 2

ASSALAMUALAIKUM .
SO FOR TODAY , I DID CLEAN MY HOUSE AND DID SOME CHORES .
SKYPE WITH MY BESTIE .
OH I MISSED HER !
AND DID SOME CRAZY CHANGE FOR MY BLOG .
NOT SO CRAZY THOUGH .
GOOGLE MY BIAS IMAGES .!

I THINK THIS IS MY TOP 2 BIAS .

OH SEHUN 

                                                                     


                                                           

KIM WOO BIN/CHOI YOUNG DO/KIM HYUN JOONG 

                                                       

OH GOD ,
I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH BOTH OF THEM .!
NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE TOO SEE THEM ON THE TV OR YOUTUBE OR ON STAGE .
THEY ARE SO HOT .!
BOTH OF THEM.
MY REACTION WHEN I SEE THEM .!
WAS REALLY CRAZY .
I SCREAMED .
I JUMPED .
I CRIED 
I SMILE 
I BLUSH 
AND OTHER THINGS 
BUT THE MOST WORST REACTION WAS THIS 

FOR REAL OKAY ?
I WILL BE THIS TYPE OF GIRL WHEN I'M IN A FANGIRL MODE .
IT'S NORMAL.
FOR SOME PEOPLE .


THE FIRST THING THAT MY FRIENDS ASK ME "WHO DO I LIKE IN EXO ? AND WHY ?"
I IMMEDIATELY SAID THE YOUNGEST ONE , WHICH IS SEHUN  BECAUSE HE IS SO CUTE AND HOT AT THE SAME TIME . AND HE IS THE SAME AGE AS MY OLDER SISTER.
SO THE AGE GAP WAS NOT REALLY FAR .
SO HE IS SUITABLE I THINK . HEHEHE
AND HE IS SOMEONE THAT REALLY CATCHES MY HEART .HUMM... 
BUT WHATEVER . I STILL LOVE HIM . I ADORE HIM DAY BY DAY . 
HE IS A SENSITIVE GUY. BUT HE DOESN'T SHOW HIS EMOTIONS IN FRONT OF OTHERS . BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO BURDEN OFF OTHERS WITH HIS PROBLEMS OR HIS EMOTIONS . 

 HOW STYLE MAKNAE IS 

 MAKNAE FOCUSING TO HIS PHONE 

 VARIOUS POSE OF HIM FROM THE SPECIAL STAGE 

 I GUESS HIS BESTIE IS LAY .

LIKE ME AND WANI .

AWWW .

 MAKNAE LOOKIN SEXAY 

 THAT MOUTH OF HIM .

 #2 MOUTH 

HE LOVES TO DO THAT EXPRESSION 

 #3 MOUTH 

 HE STOP DOING THE MOUTH .

 #4 HE DOES IT AGAIN 

KYEOPTA SEHUN

#5 OK I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU OH SEHUN .

THEN COMES THIS OTHER PERSON WHO DEFINITELY STOLE MY HEART AT THE FIRST TIME I SAW HIM ON TV .
KIM WOO BIN .
HE HAS THAT UNIQUE FACE AND STYLE FOR ME .
I DON'T REALLY GIVE A DAMN WHEN PEOPLE SAID THAT HIS FACE IS WEIRD .
OR HIS EARS IS WEIRD .
FOR ME HE IS PERFECT .
NOT 100% PERFECT BUT PERFECT FOR ME .!
HIHIHIH
HE CAN BE A COLD PERSON FOR SOME TIME BUT HE IS ACTUALLY A SHY GUY . I SAW HIM DOING SOME AEGYO IN NG SCENE FROM THE HEIRS . AND HE IS SO CUTE. THERE ARE STILL MORE SIDE OF HIM THAT I DID NOT SEE .
AND HE HAS STILL MORE TO DO TO GAIN A LOT OF FAN .
I SEE HIM HAS A LOT OF OVERSEAS FANS LIKE LEE KWANG SOO .
I HOPE I CAN MEET HIM SOMEDAY .
I HOPE .
BUT BETWEEN HIM AND SEHUN , I REALLY LIKE TO SEE MORE ABOUT WOO BIN .
I REALLY WANTED HIM TO ENDED UP WITH CHA EUN SANG IN 'THE HEIRS' BUT I GUESS EUN SANG IS SO BLIND THAT HE COULDN'T SEE HOW NICE IS YOUNG DO BESIDE HE BULLYING OTHER KIDS IN THE SCHOOL .
LATER I WILL MAKE A REVIEW ON THE HEIRS AFTER I FINISH WATCHING THE DRAMA .
BUT HE DESERVE A BETTER GIRL THAN EUN SANG . I THOUGHT . THE DIRECTOR OF THE DRAMA SHOULD MAKE A TWIST IN THE STORYLINE SO THAT THE DRAMA IS EXCITING .
BUT I GUESS NOT .
KIM WOO BIN IS REALLY HARDWORKING GUY . 
HE HAS THAT QUALITY OF THE GUY BEST FRIEND THAT I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR .NAUGTHY ,BULLYING BUT ALWAYS BEING NICE AT ME .
HUH HOW IMPOSSIBLE DOES THAT SOUND FOR ME ??

OH I WISH I WAS THAT FLUFFY BEAR .!
HUH!

THAT LUCKY BEAR .!
GOSH !
LETS KILL THAT BEAR !
HAHAAH
NA MICHYEOSSEO !

CUTE .!

AEGYO SIDE OF HIM !
I WANT TO KEEP HIM IN MY POCKET .!

HOW CAN HE STILL BE HOT WHILE DRINKING THAT ???!

IT FEELS THAT HE IS STARING AT MY SOULS .
GOD BLESS HIM .

HMM THIS PICTURE CAN KILL THE FANGIRL .
BYE BYE  .
........................I LOVE YOU KIM WOO BIN.........................

SO THAT IS QUITE A STORY ABOUT MY TOP 2 .
I HOPE MY READERS ENJOYED WHAT I WROTE .
AND DO HAVE THE SAME FEELING .
BUT  MY TOP 1 IS STILL NAM WOOHYUN .
I WOULD NOT FORGOT ABOUT MY NAM NAM TREE .

SO THIS IS OTHER PICTURE FROM EXO MEMBERS THAT I LOVE .
ESPECIALLY SEHUN .!
HIS WINK ! 
VEGETABLE WINK ;)

HAHAAH TAO SLEEPY WINK .

SO FUNNY .

I STILL WONDERED WHAT IS A VEGETABLE WINK .??

EXPLAIN PLEASE EXOTICS .?

SO HERE I AM SAYING GOODBYE 

IF I HAVE TIME TO POST SOMETHING I WILL .

P/S I LOVE THESE GUYS .!
#NAM WOOHYUN
#OH SEHUN 
#KIM WOO BIN 

OK I'M GOING TO WHATSAPP MY BESTIE AND ASK HER TO READ THIS CRAPPY THINGS .!
GOODNIGHT
ANNYEONG
ASSALAMUALAIKUM 
LOVELIES !!~~~~~~

goodbye from sehun the flower boy !

A BOY'S BEST FRIEND

ASSALAMUALAIKUM .!

YEAY I'M NOW OFFICIALLY A HIGH SCHOOL LEAVER !

so now i have a lot of time to update my blog i guess.

and i can be a full time fan girl .

yeay .

i just watched a movie 

so it was a nice one 

i thought .

the story line is quite funny 

its about a friendship between a guy and a girl 

they were so sweet 

in the end they are in love together

hmmm

but i always wanted a guy best friend 

instead of girl best friend 

but i never got a chance to have one 

since i was in a girls high school my whole teenage life involve with girls all the time 

sometimes i hate that 

girls are complicated 

everyday we have drama

or conflict with each other 

i hate that!!

sometimes i think that hanging out with boys means that will be less drama .

but i often act awkward around boys ..

idk why 

maybe i am not used to be around boys 

arggghhh 

so how do i act in front of them?

be myself ?

i can be myself only around the people that is really close to me .

so i think i have a goal to achieve during my holiday .

that is to find a boy best friend .

i hope that i don't sound too desperate .

so we'll just see what happens in a few weeks ..

QUOTE THIS ! PRAY FOR ME ! YA ALLAH !

assalamualaikum ,

sebagaimana yang anda tahu semua .

pffttt .. ayat atas ni skema betul la ..

ok how should i start it?

ok warning !

post aku hari ni banyak guna bahasa rojak .

it's ok right ?

so as we all know spm is in two weeks i guess .

so i am one out of hundreds of thousands student in malaysia will sit for that test ...

i know it's nerve racking .

nowadays i don't have enough time for anything .

time is really really precious for me right now..

but i still don't know how to use my time well .

so sekarang pkul 11.20 p.m

i am iman hanina .

who is still blogging while studying for my tomorrow exam .

it's BIO 

and Akaun !

ok.

cool down iman .

i know i can nailed it .

really ?

sekolah aku ni dkat dgn spm pun still bersusah payah bt exam pra spm.

skolah lain ada study week tau tak?

i'm so pissed off.!!!

pengetua aku tu mmg prihatin terhadap anak murid di pun .

mengharapkan kami failed ada la .

but most important tahun ni last skolah .

lagi berapa minggu aku akan bergelar "a high school leaver"

waahh ..

seronok bila dengar nak kluar sekolah ..

tapi yg tk seronoknya bila kita nak experience benda yg kita bt kat skolah tu lagi .

i mean .

aku skolah perempuan semua .

and bila time university nanti .

kita akan bercampur with others .

so akan jadi awkward bagi aku .

and aku ni jenis pemalu .

and akan betul2 rapat dgn someone if i know them well personally .

but nak cerita sikit ..

i only enjoyed my form 4&5 year only .

seriously time form1,2,3 banyak gila masalah .

form 5 pun ada masalah gak .

dgn kawan 

macam2 skrg ni kan ..

peranagi manusia yg semakin mnjadi jadi .

ni yg buat aku geram.

ok start year form5 mcm bunga yg sdang mekar ja.

time dkat tngah2 .

tudia bunga mati teruih .!!

bukan layu , straight to the point mati teruih!!

dkat spm ni aku kna la maafkan org apa semua .

tapi dgn seorang budak aku tak tau nak bt apa dah .

rasa mcam nak !@#$%^&*(

haa mlas nak cakap kat sini .

 last aku update pun bulan 6 time bday aku ..

so mmg bnyk gila la yg aku nak cita kat hampa semua .

kalau dia baca pun aku tak kesah .

dia nak maki ke..

aku tak kesah dgn semua tu .

asalkan dlm diri aku tenang .

nak berdepan dgn dia pun aku tak sanggup .

bukan takut ke apa 

malas nak menjadi isu time dkat exam ni .

aku tak nak la kustkan fikiran aku dgn beban masalah bnda ni semua .

aku cuma nak dia yg sedar yg dia kena berubah .

aku tau dia tak prcaya aku .

dlam bnyak2 kawan dia cuma prcaya wani or farih .

aku faham yg tu .

lagipun aku baru knal dia time form 4 .

wani dgn farih knal dia dari kecik .

haaa.. tu pun dia still nak cari pasal dgn kwan dri kecik .

unbelievable .

aku yg knal kawan aku ainna tu pun time form4 ok ja !

tak menjadi masalah .

tk pernah bergaduh pun.

dia ni yg mnjadi masalah kat aku .

maybe dia dah muak tgok muka aku kot .

or dia dah muak tgok semua org dlm skolah .

she is so !@#$%^&*()_

nuff said.

aku akan sambung essay aku yg berlunggok if i have the time .

i don't really know if i could find the right time..

so please whoever read this please pray for me , about spm and all..

only Allah can reward you..

so tomorrow , aku akan jawab exam dgn super confident and forget about what happened between me and her .

dah la dia dduk blakang aku .

aaahhhhggggghhh .!

stress tahap klcc!!

so anyway .

bye .

terima kasih kpada yg baca . 

or kpada yg just scroll ke bawah dan malas baca

or yg tkan link aku but line tenet putuih tetiba

or yg skadar tengok gambar woohyun saja.

tak kesah pun .

yg penting aku punya beban dh kurang skit lepas dpat luahkan segala bnda yg tk pnting dduk dlam kpala otak aku ni .

 lepas ni , makan vitamin,

baca sikit pastu tido .

sbab aku dah habiskan masa stengah jam kat sini .

macam bodo .

heheheh

 suka jugak sebenarnya .

bukan mama tau .

ok bye !

asalamualaikum ...!

Turned 17 yesterday .! so many happened on this date #19June

Assalamualaikum,

Hi,

Annyeonghaseyo !

So yesterday , I've turned 17 .

yay me.

I just want to thank to my beautiful, awesome , great mother 

who gave birth to me on this day.

yesterday .

first thing ,

pergi saloon buat rambut .

hahahaha.

normal la .

nak cantikkan diri pada hari jadi .

#lol

after several hours dkat De Touch Hair Saloon,

My hair is like a Hello Kitty

ada ribbon

of course la mine was extra extra extra extra small .

not like Lady Gaga .

:) 

My family and I went for a dinner dkat 

Kenny Rogers je .

Just dinner ..

Well we had fun for dinner ,

taking pictures .

ok.

Thank you for all the birthday wishes ..

aahhh.

susah nak hntr dkat sorang2

so just ucap mcam ni .

ok 

Thank you,Thank you .

I love you all .

Kamsahamnida ..

ok enough about my birthday story.

Ok semalam lepas balik sekolah .

kaki pun baru jejak dalam kawasan rumah .

tiba2 my mum lari bawak fon i .

katanye ada org kol.

so .

I answered that call.

Turns out .

its Wani .

Wani menangis teruk sngat .

Tok dia dah kembali ke rahmatullah .

Innalillah .

To Wani be strong .

remember I'm always be there for you .

If you need a shoulder to cry on .

remember this !

Allah lebih sayangkan dia .

Sedekah Al-Fatihah dekat arwah .

Sorry la sebab tak dpat teman hang semalam .

kalau aku dapat pi , aku pi .

Mcam maktok aku pun meninggal pada hari yang sama 

19 June .

so ..

semalam dkat sekolah ,

Diyana and Ainna ja yg tinggal .

Farih tkdak .

dia pegi kem sahsiah diri something .

Wani takde .

So aku dduk dgn PeiSoo.

Diyana dgn ehemm ehemm ..

hahahahaha.

Boleh pulak dorang bagi aku baca surat yg dorang tulis ..

Lawak gila 

Wani dgn Ainna yg kena .

Sumpah lawak bca surat tu ...

Macam2 ada 

Bukan aku sorang ja yg bca .

rmai yg baca .

Harshieny ,Danisha,Dhivya

semua baca .. 

semua muntah rainbow

haahahahahaha

bagus gila dgn aku skali ..

Imaginasi hampa ni semua liar gila .

so lepas ni ...'

siapa pulak yg kena ..?

hahahahhaha aku taknak ..

ok thats all for today .

lagipun dah lama tak update ...

so ni pun mencukupi .

ok bye .tata.

Wait .

Assalamualaikum ,

hari ni tak sempat nak post pnjg2.

sebabnya malas sangat..

Tggu gmbr dari Cik Diyana nak upload ..

gmbr masa Tamrin hari tu so,,

wait for my post ....

Love , Iman . :)

HOORAY ?!

ASALAMUALAIKUMWAROHMATULAHHIWABARAKATUH

PANJANG KAN ?

HEHEHE..

JAWAB JGN TAK JAWAB .:P

hihihihihihihihihihi;)

ok .. hari ni baru habis paper physics !

tau tak happy yang amat sangat .?!

HILANG SEGALA BEBAN YANG ADA .!

Macam ni perasaan aku tadi :P

depan Puan Hanita bt mcam ni

anyway semalam aku baca blog Wani 

OMO!

hampa semua pi baca belog dia syok oo..

ada aku 

hihihihi..

*Wani aku promote belog hang ni,nak komisen sikit*

hihihihih:D

Syazwafwoo.blogspot.com 

korang semua ni belog dia !

ok .

so...

paper physics tadi susah bak hiang ..

experiment yg tak dibaca tu la yg dia nak kluaq pung..

seksa jiwa raga nak bt paper tadi ..

aku tgok org lain yg dduk sebelah, depan ,belakang aku semua muka ketat ..

tpi Farihanna tak la kan ..

dia boleh buat taik mata,taik cicak semua atas meja dia..

macam mna la dia jwab exam tadi..

hihihihihi.. sorry noh farih ..

Yg Diyana..

Madu Wani ..

hmm aku asyik tgok ja tangan dia yg ada kesan burn ..

lawak ..

lebih kurang macam ni tapi teruk lagi ..

Diyana pakai sunblock noh bnyak2 

hang tu putih ..

suruh laki yg baling lesung batu kat muka hang tu(MPAWS) beli noh kat hang ..

beli jenama VASELINE kata kat dia.

jgan lupa share dgn Wani ..

LOL.

bagi nasihat pulok doh aku ni ..

oh well ..

Cuaca panas dijangka sampai bulan September ni...

bayangkan time Puasa, Raya, Trial Exam ..

...panas ..

mulalah kluaq lagu ni .

HOT SUMMER!

SO MUKA AKAN BERTAMBAH GELAP LA JAWABNYA ..

BUKAN MACAM DIORANG KAT ATAS NI ..

MUSIM SEJUK KE , PANAS KA.

KULIT LAWA JA ...

JELES TAU .!

OK ..

nak sambung online kat Twitter or Facebook ..

Or Youtube ..

dah mula boring and penat dah nak menaip..

so ..

Wani jangan lupa baca .

AND OTHERS DON'T FORGET TO FOLLOW MY BLOG !

EXAM WEEK ! EXO! 4MINUTE ! TAMRIN RUHIYAH ! LAGI !?

ASALAMUALAIKUM , HYE ,HELLO, ANNYEONG !

SO I'M HERE FOR MY NEW POST !

OK,

 dah tiga minggu aku berperang dengan soalan-soalan exam yg mencabarkan otak aku ni !

Penat tau tak ? 

menghafal,membaca, me ' apa lagi ' ?

ok semua tu dah menjadi lumrah dalam hidup budak yg nak ambik SPM tahun ni.

Ok macam ni la aku masa exam 

inilah satu sebab yg kadang2 aku tak suka padam jawapan lepas fikir banyak kali 

selalu jadi macam ni ..

memang serupa aku betui .

yang bawah ni lagi mmg perangai aku !

ok .. dah-dah pasal exam ..

semak otak aku .

Semalam , aku baca blog kawan aku sorang ni .

BINI MPAWS .

:P

Yg pasal IGM tu..

huh.

nasib baik la aku tak dduk satu group dgn dorang msa tamrin nanti kalau tak dah lama aku terjun dri balkoni sekolah tu .

TAMRIN RUHIYAH !

ok..

aku nanti duduk dalam group 10..

bencinya berpisah dgn "madu" aku !

hahahahahahahaha..

wani ,diyana pun sama

bukan dapat duduk dlam bilik sama benci gila...

tapi nasib baik aku ada aqilah,dina, fafree.

ada jugak kawan nak sembang ..

Ok tukar topik .

EXO

XOXO!

COMEBACK !

TEASER !

IMAGE !

suka suka suka !

LAWA LA !

STYLE GILA .

YES!

YES!

RAINBOW HAIR !

WOOO!

LAKI AKU !

SEKSI AIH .

OK DAH BANYAK SANGAT SPAZZ PASAL EXO !

SEKARANG NI 

4MINUTE

KAKAK AKU SOHYUN !

IREUMI MWOYEYO?!

OK SAMPAI SINI SAJA.

TAK LARAT DAH !

BUBYE !