AS THE TITLE SAYS " I DO BUT I DON'T".
THERE ARE CERTAIN THINGS THAT I WONDERED LATELY .
THE WORD I LOVE YOU IS REALLY COMMON IN OUR LIFE . AS WE GROW OLDER EACH DAY WE WONDERED WHAT IS OUR FUTURE GOING TO BE . AM I GOING TO BE A SUCCESSFUL? OR AM I GOING TO MARRIED A MILLIONAIRE ? AM I GONNA DIE YOUNG ?OR AM I GOING TO LIVE LIKE I PLANNED IN MY MIND .
BUT WE WILL NEVER KNOW .
ONLY ALLAH KNOWS .
EVERYNIGHT BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP I'VE ALWAYS WONDERED WHO AM I GOING TO END UP WITH .?
THE QUESTION BEGAN TO LINGER IN MY HEAD . WAHH .
BUT I ALWAYS WONDERED WHO IS MY FIRST LOVE GOING TO BE ? HUH .
I AM A NORMAL 17 YEARS OLD GIRL BUT I NEVER EVER HAD A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE EXCEPT FOOD. HAHAHA .
I NEVER HAD THE FIRST EXPERIENCE TO SAY I LOVE YOU TO A BOY . NOT EVEN IN MY CHILDHOOD . YA . PEOPLE ALWAYS SAID THAT YOU WILL AT LEAST HAD EXPERIENCE IN PUPPY LOVE . BUT I NEVER EVER EXPERIENCE IT . IDK MAYBE I GOT SCARED OR I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONFRONT WITH THE PERSON I LIKE . AS I GROW OLDER I WATCHED MY FRIENDS WHO HAD COUPLE WITH A BOY . AND THEY TOLD ME THEIR LOVEY DOVEY STORIES TO ME .. AND SOMETIMES I ENVY THEM .
I ALWAYS WANTED A SPECIAL SOMEONE . . .
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MAYBE LATER IN LIFE I WILL FIND MY SOULMATE .
ONLY ALLAH KNOWS .
HAISH .
RIGHT NOW I'M LISTENING TO EXO SONG .
MIRACLE OF DECEMBER .
POSTING ABOUT THIS WHILE LISTENING TO THE SONG REALLY MAKE ME WANTS TO CRY .
URGHHH .
I HOPE THERE ARE MIRACLE GOING HAPPEN IN THIS DECEMBER .
JUST LIKE THE SONG ..
TEARS FLOWING NOW .
